who am i?

who am i? who do you think i am? all of you. every single one of you. tell me

who do u think i am? cus i dont no anymore

there are so very very very many mes, all varition of each other, all akward but all diffrent

and maybe. just maybe. if you tell me who you think i am, i can work it out and then i can tell you, tell you all who i am. and thats something id really like to do

you two faced back stabbing bitch! i love you for being you so shut up your face!

its been awhile

so busy right nowww

and my parents

my blooddy parents

nagging me to move schools

well im sorry i dont want too

i dont no why i dont

but i dont i have no reason to stay nothing to hold me down to wenona

but hey

i dont want ot be bossed around

even though i would probably be happier anywhere else

ecxpt QW

cus that would hurt alot

to have you ignore me

cus im a little year8 and i embarisee you

no no no i could nottt do thattt

it would kill me

just like other things kill me

too no that im only a back up, a person that can take a back seat ive seen it all before

and no i wont let it happen again

never again

one good thing

and hes all mineee

my baby boy

i love that feeling

when i got get him

when i brush hime

wen i do anything

i whatches me

and gives m a specil little look he saves just for me

i know he loves me

but even thats bad

a silver cloud with a black linning

im scared shes gonna take him away

cus then

i would die

or run away either or

so pretty much life sucks

and i dont want to go back to school

to go back to being so fucking sad and lonely\

aah well

thats the way of the world

the weak get trampled

flying

jump

a single moment suspended in time

that wonderful secong of silecne

all i want

is to hang out with my mum

to have fun with a couple of my bestfriends

to ride and ride and ride

but no one else seems to want that

they all want to hate each other

and me

and some times i cant help but hate them

i cant help it

but im gonna try and stop i think

but i dont want to party

i dont want to grow up

sorry if this makes no sense

is it sad that sebastian lax is the only person i seem to be able/be bothered with talk to any more

i dont no

but he give fucking good advice

and he gets it

and he actually want to talk to me

which is a big thing at the moment seeing as he's just about the only friend i have

and he listens it good

hes like the twin i never had

i wish i had a twin...

things to learn

a list of things to learn

- when to hold back

- when not hold back

- when to tell everyone

- when not to tell everyone

- when to trust

- how to trust

- how to be prepared for anything

- when not to trust and forgive because i know that i will just get hurt over and over again

- what to do

- how to love

- when to love

- how to commit

- how not to run screaming from any relashionship

- how not to hate to much

- how to hate a little

- how to live without you (happily would be a bonus)

- how to live with you (happily would be a bonus)

thing i will learn over the holidays

Azou <3

i love you
already
im sure well have are ups and downs
and srew up
and fight
but i no well go far togeather
we will do great things
we will go far
and you will take care of me
i will take care of you
or i will try
and you will
we will be the perfect wonky team
:D
the massive and magical mess

i really fucked it up this time, didn't i my dear?

make me good?

save me from where im headed

cus i know

i wanna lie

im just sleeping at charlies mum dont worry

i want to sneek

i do

and it there

right there

i can

i can go out and be a crazy teen

but i dont want to

i feel like im leading to lives

and i kn0w one of thems a lie

wich one

i think i no

and i like tha awnser

i dont no what to say

i dont no wat to say

i sat in the library

at lunch

i dontno

i just really cant be bothered anymore

i read my book

(yes i think i am becomeing a geek :P)

its much more interesting

that al this tiny shit

little dramas

who cares?

i dont

not anymore

i think i should be worried

but im not

ahh well

but is that sad?

i dont no

your not perfect

your not perfect dear

not at all

you have weak points that can be fixed

and problems that will probably last a life time

little things and big things'

its lucky really

cus other wise

you would be to good for me

and you would be gone

and you, wouldnt be you

youd be blank and perfect

and downright

boring

so its happy

its good for me

not for everyone else

but for me

yes

and lucky for you

i was never looking for perfect

i was looking for you

i hate it when

i hate it when i get tagged as "the pretty one"

all the time

urg

i like to think im more than that

more than a face

not that i agree anyway

but you know?

your so pretty

not you so mice

so friendly

so surrportive

so amazzing

no

im just pretty

not even beutiful

good hair

nice eyes

i hate lables

hate themmm

sounds like fun yeah? i know right? its the bomb! the sex bomb?! it just might be, it just might be

look deeper

stare until you can really see

look for the edges

were the lines wrigle

and writh

they are there

ecret and hidden

lie and stare at the ceeling

its weirdly fun

HI

Hi Dadda

if you reading this i mearly wish to say

fuck off

in a nice way :)

thi is mine and well it really is quite nosey and disrespect full to go through my web histroy

i love you but this is my space

thanks :))

why

why dont you talk to me?

why nit? never ever

not anymore

we used to be so damn close

tight

inseperable

and now you barly reply to my texts

you dont ever start convos

nothing

hello?

why dont you talk to me?

is it because im not loud enough?

is it because im not pretty enough?

dont i joke enough?

why dont you love me anymore?

So much to tell you

So much to say
so much to tell you
so much to yell
but so little time
i havent had time
no time

since i last posted
i gave up
i un-gave up
i think im giveing up again now...
im not sure

i grew closser to charlie and tess
alot closser
they are great
they are fun
they listen
thay talk'
they share
and they surrport me
thats what i want
i love it
i want it
i think im greedy
i want it all
they are lucky bitches
i love them they are
Amazing

and i remebered how much i love riding
the self time
on wednesday i got 1 hour
to think just about my self
the only time i get to totally selfish
and my self



i have more
so much more

yay

examsareover

no more presurre

well not as much at least...

rest and sleep

I'm sorry

i know im not that great at anything really

not a great friend

not great at school

not great at riding

but hey

i love you

and i love what i do

and i try my very bestest for you

and everything i try

i swear

even if my very best isnt good enough

i promiss i will try so hard

till you have to slap me

and tel me to fuck off just on second cus

you can walk on your own two feet

but i promisse to try

my very best for you

i cant pledge undying care and love

cus i dont no wat the futres gonna hold

but i will try to be a good friend

a best friend if you let me be...

ill be here for you

remebr that

and i accept im a bitch sometimes

and i agree whole heartdly

but it who i am

and wat should it matter if i try my hardest

which i will

i love you the most

remeber that

i will try

put your self in my shoes

just for a second

it hard on me'

i know its about a thousand times harder for you but stilll

people are asking me if i hate you

and hun i dont

there asking me, do you like him, does ne like you?

i say know

they say slut, bitch what a horrible friend

i didnt do anything though

but i dont care

really i dont

i just dont want you to hate me

or feel bad

i am here for you

no matter what

please babe

what do you think?

what do you think?

that im gonna fall in love

with him

for fucks sake hes hamster boy

you flatter your self

no

really? u trust me that little?

wow

that cuts deep

really deep

wat i am surrpoesed to do with thant?

cant you see e e

you belong with me

no no no

fuck my life

wats her problem

i love him

but no

u cant have him

i though wed b so happpy

the three of us

but no

of course it makes sense

but i cant see sense right no

its love

and that doesnt have sense

not even a lilt bitty

fml

FML

im so petty

urg im so petty

the tiny weeny things, you know those?

the no one else even notices? the ones so tiny that you forget the moment you said them?

those things

will i live of htem

i pick at them

iover anylese them

i spouse its really not fair

not fare at all...

cus nobody relises

and yet i judge you all buy them

which is actually good

i judge you bythe things that slip out

not by the things you do say

but also by the things you dont

listen to the silence?

whatis it telling you

thats how to judge people

the best silence

is like with anna

when we bothhave something to say

but we dont mind to sit in silence

we donthave to fill it

cus itsnot empty

thats not the kind of silence you can read

but there are so many you can

and those arethe onesi live my life by

those and the tiny snippits that excap from them

i listen to what you say to

cus the silence is only half

but you need everything

the slipsthe loud and the silence

to make up a person

every person

even you

my thoughs havebeen else where,,,,,,,like down at the stables wherethey ikeit best, sorry schoolbut you never have a chace really now did you?

study study study balh blah blah

thats all the adults say anymore

no ho was ur dayyyy nooo

i hate school

i have no best frienddd

i am failing

i hate it

it is crap

utter crap

complete and utter fucking crap whole of a bum fluff

I HATE IT

FUCKING HELLO I'M RIGHT FUCKING HERE NOTICE ME

over here, please, can't you see?

im sorry

im sorry i really am

i know i fight with you alot, and i make a big deal out of everthing

but ive been hurt by people i though were my bestfriends

so many times

so very many times.

so now im sorry if i find it hard to trust you

when you start drifting away and putting me second

how can it not seem like all this crap

is happening to me all over again

its happened all ready

so why should I trust you

im sorry. but its hard.

when i see myself becoming number two

and dude of course i freak out

and i fight with you

to prove to my self that you actually care

wen you yell at me and tell me im stupid

i now you still give a fuck weither or not you care

and i know you spend more time with them

but that doesn'tmean you cant spend time with me...

so im sorry but when u yell and are angry i actually know you care

i have to make you mad, other wise you dont talk to me

at all

and even though Mrs MK said

"you should push her away if she treats you like that"

i really dont want to

so please

can you try

maybe

for me

cus as much as i say

i love being alone

i love haveing my self

i really dont want to end up alone

again

well im sorry but hes not worth it

hes not worth losing you

cus i love you

an all your crazy shiz

so if you change i dont no you anymore

you are my friends whos not gonna change

whos proud to be crazy

so please pewtty please

dont change for him

you shouldnt have to change for a guy

it pointless and you night loss your self

all togeather

he dosent relise how great you are...

and that doesnt mean you should change

if you were a flower

i am wingy and i apolagise right now

wow

you were liying!

huh

am i really that bad?

that you have to tell me you wernt doing anything?

you really dont miss me do you?

i always have to be the one to text ou dont i

i could really do with a friend at the monent

but no of course its all about anna

your the one how has the big scary bf,

goes to big parties, does bad things,

and your the one withthehorse

and the best friends who all want to

spend time with you and hang out

so i spose its needless to say (although ill sayit anyway)

that i kinda seem simple

like a friend who can be put down

and then picked up wen your bored

or you need someone to tell all your sectrets and hurt to]

your likenat was

you have tiana (your real bestfriend)

and me (your old one)

and thats how you are

sure we can fix it but do you want to

im tringbut i dont see you

putinginanyefort for us

i still love you though

i do

is this just the way it gonna be?

666

when was the last time you called?

when was the last time you cared?

cotums

i like hallowen

a night to essape who i really am

not that theres anythin wrong with who i am :D

i wouldnt cahnge me for anybody

if they dont like it, if i enbaress them

they can go deal with it

i am who i am

but its fun to pretend

you know?

just for one night to act

and have the perfect excuse

to be someone else entirly

i love it

as a bride i walk down the street

as a bride its you i meet

as a bride i sit alone

as a bride lost at home

as a bride i smile and laugh

as a bride we strol apart

as a bride i shal play

as a bride looking round till day

as a bride i walk at night

as a bride its a beutiful night

as a bride i ride away

as a bride here comes the day

i wonder if ill ever really be a bride...

i doubt it, id be a mental freak of a wife, if anybody ever got that far,,, :D

i think id become obsesed with kitchen utensuls or someting...

happy hallowen bitches...

i hate that i still dont belive myself

even though i know its true

even though im not lying to you

i still cant belive it when i tell myself

the truth

its hard for me to say this

cus i wish it were this way

i wish i didnt have to say

but im sorry its th truth miss

the truth

i wish we could rewind

so that i would never go through

this, but knew

i would, im not that kind

the truth

id hold you if you needed me

or if you wanted me to

but i look at you and your some one else but who?

you dont want me

thats the truth

Gift

or maloo

maloo it is then...

so happy

this better go right

it will make my life

cooper

its not his fault i didnt make you take it you did its not his fault you smoked pot sure he put you in that stuation sure hes a bad influence but you didnt have to bunk off school you didnt have to take it you didnt have to do anything at all but my dear you did you hang out with him you hook up with him you spend time with him how can you say its his fault i hang out with dogy people seb does pot sometimes and you dont see me doing that do you? you can blame everyone else

how can you say

yeah he make me take it

how?

how did he make you

i think...i think its not his fault

that you took it

that you did all these things

how can it be

you let your self get there

if you as me

and im really really sorry to have to say this

but it your fault

sorry

but thats the world how i see it at the moment

i feel guitly, about it all

you said "ow" are you ok

all i sai was i was weak im so sorry "yeah"

and thats it

damn girl\

how can i trust you any of you

..

im scared for tomorrow

what will happen?

mummy

were have you gone?

were is the woman how used to hold me

and love me

now your just angry

please dont leave us

please dont leave him

mummy and daddy

please stay togeather

please

really

we all really have some shit going on

we are all fucked up

i wonder if that draws us togeather

that if secretly all the emo depressed people are flocking togeaather.

if we have a secret code we dont even know about

or maybe we make each other like this

one seed

starting a hole down fall''

im not sure... but i doubt it.

we dont talk about it

i never told anyone

not even you

apart from charlie

why charlie?

i have no idea

but now i told more people.

oops

but they told me to so aw well

but based on what ive obsereved

i doubt we make each other this way

i doubt it

come to geather insane people

safty in numbers

become lost in the numbers

why

why do i act young

all the time. and i think other people act young around me too

like a baby or a toddler. i laugh at stupid thingsss

i think it because i need to

im much to scared of these big issues that we face as teenagers.

i dont want to drink.

i dont want to do drugs.

i dont want to have sex.

i dont care if you do

i wil love you no matter what.

but im just saying i think that why i do it.

i remeber being happy. as a tiny child

and that was reall happiness

i didnt need drugs for it. and i wasnt mean to people. it was happiness

just because it was. if something was pretty

or shiny

or colourful

it would make me happy

i want that again.

is that so much to ask?

a simpal plain happiness.

to replace this cold

empty hard

teenaged world of confustion and anger and pain.

thats how i feel

thats why i ride

its pure and simple joy

the only kind i can ever find anymore.

true friend

thats what you are

i love you

i want you to know that

at school

i know they dont understand

you are like...my sister

but i think the ultimate love is a warm fuzzy feeling that u get inside when ur stomache flips and this is what i get when i see u my babe (wiizz)
i neva stopped loving u eva

honey u are so BEAUTIFULL and ii dont say that to many people i love u i feel amazing arond u u are a loverly person xxx

true friend best friend

i love you anna

and i mean it

are you happy?

are you fucking happy?

you got to go dance around and have fun...while i was left wonder what when wrong

i hope your happy

bum bum

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secrets

i know i secret

i can feel the presure building

its burning to get out

i wish i could tell you

but i cant

its mine

and thats the way it needs to stay

the day before the day

speeches won't be made today, clocks will carry on
flowers wont be left in parks, work will still be done
people wont be dressed in clack, babies will be born
no flags will fly, the sun will rise,
but we know that you are gone

you who love to love and believed we can never give enough

it wakes me every single night, thinking through the day
did you stop at any time have doubts at any stage
were you calm or were you numb or happy just to get it done
i've lived my life without regret until today

you who love to love and believed we can never give enough

I didnt get to say goodbye the day before the day
was trying to get to work on time, thats why i turned away
and missed the most important thing you've ever tried to say
i've lived my life without regret until today

you who love to love and believed we can never give enough
and you who hoped that underneath we all felt the same
that was until the day before the day

my parents

i think they hate me

my parents

why is this here

i know why

its cus im scared

to scared to face everything

to scared to tell people face to face

or even over the phone

or even text them

cus i know it will sound stupid

so this is my little cry for

for what i dont really know yet...

interst maybe?

i dont know...'

how ironic

instead of facing just a few people im putting my thoughs on the world wide web

for anyone who stumbles across them to see

and hopeing the right people will find me here

cus this is were i am

but why would you find this tiny un important bit of cyberspace?

nobody will ever find me here

rresilutions

i will not be weak

i will not cry

i will not hurt you

i will not ask for help

theres nothing wrong

so why would i need it?

i will not be weak

i will not show my bad feeling

i will ignore them

i dont want to hang off you

and tke your happiness

cus you know, thats wat im doing

wen im around you

i talkfast

i have so much to say

so many jokes to make

but only wen you focus on me

the rest of the time i drift

so you see its not my energy

that you see in my eyes

its yours taken and twisted and stolen

and i realy dont want to take it

cus its yours

but i think im adticted

they all are

you have so much eneryg

stop giving it away

and letting everyone else

be happy and hyper

and keep some for your self

god only knows you need it

fine someone

with there own energy

and you can share them

im sick of stealing

notice me

i was so close to crying

the second half of the night

but of course nobody noticed

cus thats who i have

nobody

that why i dont always like parties

it ok

for a bit

but then everybody goes off

in pares and threes

and they say

well go make friends with them if you want

but i dont

why would they interest me?

no offence

but they can be stupid girls

and dumb boys

and they all fit in

i dont

i think im diffrent

sometimes i hide it

but deep down

i think you can see

im diffrent

and alone

and sometimes it makes me laugh

but sometimes it makes me cry

but most of the time i couldnt care less...

but it hurt'

when i left

and no one said good bye

but i didnt yell it

i dont like the atetion

cus wat if i had

and nobady had cared?

i live in fear

i love this website...

http://www.nhm.ac.uk/visit-us/whats-on/temporary-exhibitions/wpy/categoryGroup.do?group=1

i love the pictures on it

i love pictures

i love how they express feelings

and show me moments in time

frozen for ever

and how wonderful they are

they bring awe...

i think im gonna ask for a carma for christmas

he is hot! wow

lucky taylor...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fw9QMSl9Xic&feature=fvw

how to say a life

good video i thing

i like the number tips

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmFi2snLr7o

just a little late

i really like this song...

I found God
On the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west
Was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where you been?"
He said, "Ask anything".

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am
Who I'm not, who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

Early morning
The city breaks
I've been callin'
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
Ya never send me no letters
You got some kinda nerve
Taking all I want

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Why'd you have to wait?
To find me, to find me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obhdTlImFBo

in futher thought....

in relation to th last post...

is this wat she thinks?

Stupid Girls
Stupid girl, stupid girls, stupid girls
Baby if I act like that, that guy will call me back
What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there
Laughing loud so all the little people stare
Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne
(Drop a name)
What happened to the dreams of a girl president
She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent
They travel in packs of two or three
With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees
Where, oh where, have the smart people gone?
Oh where, oh where could they be?

Baby if I act like that, that guy will call me back
What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

(Break it down now)
Disease's growing, it's epidemic
I'm scared that there ain't a cure
The world believes it and I'm going crazy
I cannot take any more
I'm so glad that I'll never fit in
That will never be me
Outcasts and girls with ambition
That's what I wanna see
Disasters all around

World despaired
[ P!nk Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Their only concern
Will they **** up my hair

Baby if I act like that, that guy will call me back
What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

[Interlude]
Oh my god you guys, I totally had more that 300 calories
That was so not sexy, no
Good one, can I borrow that?
[Vomits]
I WILL BE SKINNY

(Do ya thing, do ya thing, do ya thing)
(I like this, like this, like this)
Pretty will you **** me girl, silly as a lucky girl
Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl!
Pretty would you **** me girl, silly as a lucky girl
Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl!

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back
Push up my bra like that, stupid girl!

Baby if I act like that, that guy will call me back
What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

is this what she thinks she needs to do?

poo

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know baby
You belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think know where you belong, I think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know baby
You belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

hmmm

interestng song

i like it...

but serously why dosnt she just tell him\

urg stupids girl...

i wish

i wish alotta things

here are some sallow ones

i wish i was thinner

i with my legs were longer

i wish my legs were thinner

i wish my eyes were bigger

i wish my eyelashes were longer

thicker

ad darker

i was my boobs were bigger

i wish i had less fat on my face

i wish my stomach was flat

i wish i was pretty

i wish a lot of stuff

...

crap

crap crapidy crap

stpuid brain go away

how?

am isuposed to know

whats going on

in your head?!

you make no sense

you should just say

then i could react

but no

sneacy sneecy

do you know how much it hurts?

but i know it should hurt more

you make me numb

all over

i need the feeling back

...

my badges

i will wear them with pride

i put them there

so its my ...

not my job but, like that

a have a responsabilty

not that i get paid

imageine

but there are my battle scars

so there apart of me

i wear them with pride]

i will not be assamed

of who i am

cus its a part of me

like my very skin

haha funny

but being proud doesnt mean i have to share

i am proud of my secrets

wow

wow

i just deleted 42 posts

wow

well out with the old and in with the new

no more depresing ones here anymore...

yet

but yeah wow

and i only saved one

yay

im done with all thosse feeling

done done done :D

this feels good

its good to get them away

thats the whole point of this a sopse

so my thoughs are out of my head

and then i can get rid of them

and hopefully it feels good

:)

happy now

apart fromall the crap i had today

yeah...

friendship

friendship.

it comes from many things.

but not just one thing

a mixture

telling secrets

doesnt build a friendships

cheap laughs

dont really leave much

behind

D&M's dont mean

that your are that close

and just saying

you my bestfriend

dont mean shit

but true friendship blossems from

all these things.