i quit

fuck you
fuck her
fuck them
fuck that
fuck this

because when you talk to me
properly
and we talk
and you talk back.
well I'm just happy :)
but that makes the rest of the time seem pretty shit
when I said this was what I wanted...
well I was joking
I only feel good at two times of day
talking to you and cus you dont want to talk to me...well it's hard,
and riding
and the fucking rain wont fucking stop

fuck this

L O V E

my breath of fresh air

the strain

that stess

it doesnt fade away

but it does loosen

and suddenly

it seem less important

i have my own drug

and its perfect

and i wont share

because you will never understand this

i dont no who you think you are. but your not my friend. not anymore

dont you fucking dare.

dont walk in here and think you can no shit about me.

because you very ask

you never care

as if you would

i used to look at you

with a group of people

and think

wow

why did you choose me

why from all these people do u look at me

why do you smile

why do you tell me things

why do you trust

and now i can look bad and see

because im an idiot

because there was no where else

because you knew i would smile back

because you think there is no one i could tell

because i listen

because im all that was left

its like your in a shop

and you drank all of you favorite soda

and there was only one can of some crap left

so you chose that

because you needed it in you hand

to look cool

thats me

the crappy little fruit juice

dont pretend you know me

you dont know shit about me

my hopes my dreams

my hates my fears

you dont know i had a convosation with my dad

for 30 minites

about why grapefruit was called grapefruit

and it was fun

because i love my family

and id rather tell them the truth

and not have to lie

that have wat you call "fun"

because for me

that not always fun

sometimes

not always

i dont think it cool to be cool

i think your lame

when you try and act cool

becuase cool isnt being a rebal

isnt hateing

and failing

and saying it fine

"because i didnt try"

i think your lame

i dont like you

not at all

i dont agree with wat your doing

your not a nice person

not at all

and i dont even know if i mean that